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seeing the world at different time

Posted: March 6, 2013 in Bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, life, manic depression fellowship, nottingham, Psychiatrist, recovery team, seroquel xl
Tags: anxiety, bipolar, Bipolar type 2, high and low moods, nottingham, nottinghamshire heathcare, Psychiatrist, Ramblings And Random Thoughts

Protected: my life story

Posted: June 6, 2012 in abuse, Bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, bipolar research, Bipolar UK, community assessment team, cpn, crisis team, eastenders cancer story line, gp, hospital, Lithium, manic depression fellowship, Mapperley, Mapperley hospital, nottingham, nottinghamshire healthcare nhs trust, overdose, police, Psychiatrist, self harm, step dad

who.s going to the bar

Posted: February 27, 2012 in Belgian, Bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, bipolar group research nottingham, bipolar research, bipolar research nottingham, Bipolar UK, esa50, life, Lithium, manic depression fellowship, mobility card, mobility card nottingham, mobility citycard, mobility citycard nottingham, nottingham, nottingham city centre, nottingham city council, nottinghamshire healthcare nhs trust, open road, Psychiatrist, Veurne
Tags: Belgian, bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, Bipolar type 2, Depressed Moods, Lithium, low moods, nottingham, Psychiatrist, recovery team nottingham, suicidal thoughts, Veurne

well last week i went to see my Psychiatrist my wife went as well she put my lithium up from 800mg to 1000mg after my last blood test she said my depression has been going on for far to long now if the lithium dont start working soon im going to be force to take a antidepressant of some type so not look forward to that as befor i.ve ended up manic within a few weeks on friday i went to bipolar research group everyone is so nice went out drinking last nite with my mate had way to much to drink but it help me to cope with things at moment

the last 14 days

Posted: February 19, 2012 in Bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, bipolar group research nottingham, bipolar research, bipolar research nottingham, Bipolar UK, esa, esa50, Lithium, manic depression fellowship, mdf, mobility card nottingham, Psychiatrist, recovery team
Tags: anxiety, bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, Bipolar type 2, Depressed Moods, Lithium, low moods, manic depression fellowship, nottingham, Psychiatrist, suicidal thoughts

not done a lot over the 14 days apart from bipolar research Group the last two friday did not go to mdf last weekend i did not feel up to it im sick of puting on a front and telling everyone im fine when im not i just want to give in i see my Psychiatrist later in the week still no news on my bus pass it will be 3 week on 22/02 since my independent medical assessment the last few day i.ve been full of cold today i got round to filling my esa50 form because it has to be back by friday you only get 4 weeks to send it back now you used to get 6 weeks befor i had to copy some Psychiatrist letter to send back with the form

medical assessment for mobillity card

Posted: February 1, 2012 in Bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, bipolar group research nottingham, bipolar research, bipolar research nottingham, Bipolar UK, esa, esa50, independent medical assessment, Lithium, manic depression fellowship, mobility card, mobility card nottingham, mobility citycard, mobility citycard nottingham, nottingham city council, nottinghamshire healthcare nhs trust

today i went for medical assessment for mobillity card to see if can keep it or not will find out in a few week.s time befor i went in the same doctor had a other person walk up and down road then they went back in dont know if i can say anything about my assessment so i wont say anything till i find out if can keep my pass or not nottingham city council want to cut down how many people who have mobillity card by 15% for a saveing of just over £700000 over 3 years but take off £380000 it.s costing them for the assessments over the same 3 years

still feeling the same not any better just have to keep going .got bipolar group research again this friday the last 2 week at the group have been ok still not around to filling my esa50 got 25th befor it.s need to go back just cant get my head around it at the moment

what a few last weeks

Posted: November 28, 2011 in Bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, cancer, crisis team, eastenders cancer story line, life, Lithium, manic depression fellowship, mdf, new baby, nottingham, nottingham city centre, nottingham recovery education centre, nottinghamshire healthcare nhs trust, overdose, Psychiatrist, recovery team, self harm, step dad, suicidal thoughts, voices
Tags: anxiety, bipolar, bipolar affective disorder, Bipolar type 2, cancer, Depressed Moods, eastenders cancer story line, Lithium, low moods, manic depression fellowship, nottingham, nottinghamshire heathcare, Psychiatrist, recovery team

my son tristan luis was born on 21/11/2011 at 7am so today he his a week old 5 week of doing the school run is starting to makeing me so tired with the meds im on on the 17th i see my psychiatrist it went well my mood was still low had my lithium was put from 400mg to 600mg as my lithium levels was 0.2mmol/l i.ve 600mg for 5 days now so got to go for blood test in 2 days time my moods now starting to pick up a bit after being down for over 8 months took 2 of kids to cineworld over the last week so far i seen

Breaking Dawn – Part 1

3D – Arthur Christmas

Justice

not seeing my Psychiatrist till 12/01/2012 which i think is to long away when out with my mate at weekend to wet the baby head had a good nigth out got in 1.30 am tristan and wife was up he was drinking his milk i did not get up till 11.30 am then it was out to watch the football at my mates house did not get a football bet up over the weekend there always one that let you down i only do £1 bets just somethink to look forward to at 3pm

most of the time my head is mess up with suicidal thoughts and voices but have to keep together for my wife and kids so cant end up in hospital and eastenders cancer story line last week made me cry for hours my first step dad die from cancer in 1984 i had 3 months off school to help my mum look after him i was 11years old at time..

i feel like self harming so bad but i cant let my wife or kids down they need me here so i must carry on with the pain for now i phone the crisis team a few week back about much use as a chocolate teapot that it for now take care i will blog again soon